An Apathetic Rant

What am I supposed to do when everyday is a struggle? When everyday has been a stuggle for so long and I’m just so damn exhausted and why can’t I just take a break from my mind? I live one day at a time to the point that I no longer worry about my future because it doesn’t even seem like a real thing. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I couldn’t care less, its just another day and I have to work anyways. People keep asking me what I’m going to do or what I want, and they look at me so weird when I reply nothing to both. I drove for 2 and a half hours on the highway today for no reason, I just didn’t feel like getting off at my exit. My boyfriend of a year dumped me and I just found out he cheated on me and I don’t care. I know I loved him but I can’t remember it anymore. I’m going through the motions of life and I’m losing my will more and more everyday. One of these days I’m just going to sit down and not be able to stand up because it’s just too much effort. What am I even supposed to do about this? How does one fix this? Why am I so me


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